Maher Zein - FORGIVE ME

I’m about to lose the battle and cross the line
I’m about to make another mistake
And even though I try to stay away
Everything around me keeps dragging me in
I can’t help thinking to myself
What if my time would end today, today, today?
Can I guarantee that I will get another chance
Before it’s too late, too late, too late

Forgive me… My heart is so full of regret
Forgive me… Now is the right time for me to repent, repent, repent..

Am I out of my mind?
What did I do? Oh, I feel so bad!
And every time I try to start all over again
My shame comes back to haunt me
I’m trying hard to walk away
But temptation is surrounding me, surrounding me
I wish that I could find the strength to change my life
Before it’s too late, too late, too late

Forgive me… My heart is so full of regret
Forgive me… Now is the right time for me to repent, repent, repent..

I know O Allah You’re the Most-Forgiving
And that You’ve promised to
Always be there when I call upon You
So now I’m standing here
Ashamed of all the mistakes I’ve committed
Please don’t turn me away
And hear my prayer when I ask You to...

Forgive me… My heart is so full of regret
Forgive me… Now is the right time for me to repent, repent, repent..

BoA - EIEN (Eternity)

Romaji

watashi no yubi wa kitto
kimi no hoho ni sotto
fureru tame dake ni atte
fureru tame dake ni atte

kagayaku tsuki wa kitto
kimi to isshoni zutto
miageru tame dake ni atte
miageru tame daki ni atta no

kujike sou na toki ni
itsumo tonari ni ite
waratte kureta kimi wa mou
inai n da

POROPORO te no hira kara
koboreru kanashimi my love
konya kono machi de tabun
watashi ga ichiban naiteiru

kimi ni aisareta kara
watashi wa watashi ni nareta
toki wo hakobu kaze yo douka ano hi no
eien wo kaeshite Bye bye bye

Why did you say bye bye?
Why did you say bye bye?

ano koro futari itsumo
kiiteta kyoku ga futo
machikado ni nagareteru
IYAFON katappo zutsu de

kimi ga totsuzen tsuyoku
hipparu kara ne chotto
mimi kara hazurechatte
watashi ga okoru to fuzakete

fui ni kimi to me ga atte kuchibiru wo kasaneta
zutto watashi wo mamorutte itta no ni

NEIBII BURUU no sora
sotto te wo nobashite miru
harisake sou na mune
mou ichido tada dakishimete

ano toki sunao ni nareba
konna koto ni nara nakatta
mezametara subete ga yume de atte yo
soshite mata fuzakete Bye bye bye

Why did you say bye bye?
Why did you say bye bye?

michi iku hito wo bonyari miteita
kimi to aruita PURATANASU namiki
kondo PASUTA tsukutte tte
rainen ryokou shiyoutte
zutto watashi wo mamorutte itta no ni

POROPORO te no hira kara
koboreru kanashimi My Love
konya kono machi de tabun
watashi ga ichiban naiteiru

kimi ni aisareta kara
watashi wa watashi ni nareta
toki wo hakobu kaze yo
douka ano hi no eien wo

NEIBII BURUU no sora
sotto te wo nobashite miru
harisake sou na mune
mou ichido tada dakishimete

ano toki sunao ni nareba
konna koto ni nara nakatta
mezametara subete ga yume de atte yo
soshite mata fuzakete Bye bye bye

Why did you say bye bye?
Why did you say bye bye?

Bye bye bye

Why did you say bye bye?
Why did you say bye bye?


 
Translation

i'm sure my finger is only here
for softly touching your cheek
only for touching it

i'm sure the shining moon is only here
for me and you to forever look up at
it was only for us to look up at

whenever i would feel down
you would always be by my side
you would always smile for me
but now you're gone

from the palms of my hands
my sadness pours out in large drops, my love
tonight in this town
i think i'm the one who is crying the most

because you loved me
i became who i am now
wind that carries time,
somehow, bring back the eternity from that day

Bye bye bye

Why did you say bye bye?
Why did you say bye bye?

back then, there was that song we would always listen to
it came on while we were standing on the street corner
we shared our earphones

then you suddenly pulled away
and the earphone came out of my ear
and i pretended to get mad

our eyes met suddenly
and our lips pressed together
you said you will always protect me

i gently reach up to the navy blue sky
i feel like my heart is about to burst
Just hold me, just one more time

if i had been honest that time
this never would have happened
when i wake up, everything will be a dream
and then
you'll say jokingly

Bye bye bye

Why did you say bye bye?
Why did you say bye bye?

i was looking absent-minded at the people on the street
while walking with you beside the rows of trees
you said you'll make pasta for me next time
and we'll go on a trip together next year
and that you'll always protect me, but..

from the palms of my hands
my sadness pours out in large drops, my love
tonight in this town
i think i'm the one who is crying the most

because you loved me
i became who i am now
wind that carries time,
somehow, bring back the eternity from that day

i gently reach up at the navy blue sky
i feel like my heart is about to burst
just hold me, just one more time

if i have been honest that time
this never would have happened
when i wake up, everything will be a dream
and then
you'll say jokingly

Bye bye bye

Why did you say bye bye?
Why did you say bye bye?

Bye bye bye

Why did you say bye bye?
Why did you say bye bye?

Christina Perri - HUMAN

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it
But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everything
I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human

I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human

I can take so much
'Til I've had enough

'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human 

SUCI CILIK

Sekarang ini banyak banget ajang-ajang pencarian bakat di tv. Ga cuma buat orang dewasa doank, tapi juga tersedia buat anak kecil, sehingga ditambahin embel-embel "cilik". 

Gw curiga, ntar lama-lama Stand Up Comedy Indonesia (SUCI) yang ditayangin di Kompas TV punya rencana buat ngadain SUCI CILIK. 

.....

*udah gitu aja. Ga ada ide lagi :p

ketemu Igor SAYKOJI!!!

WHAT AN AMAZING DAY!!!!! 

Luar bisa banget hari ini!! Selain tanggalnya cantik, 14-4-2014, pengalaman gw hari ini juga di luar dugaan banget!!

Guess what?? 
Semalem gw mimpi makan bareng sama Evan Sanders dan Jessica Iskandar! Suer ga bohong!! Gw ga ngerti kenapa bisa mimpi kayak gtu, padahal sebelomnya ga nonton film Dealova.. 
Sebenernya mimpi ini ga penting, itu cuma mimpi, dan mimpi cuma bunga tidur. Kejadian apapun yang ga masuk akal bisa terjadi di dalem mimpi... 

Tapi.... yang luar biasa adalah yang terjadi di kehidupan nyata, barusan, sekitar 2 jam lalu, jam 1an. 
Gw pulang dari UTDP Lenteng Agung. Naik angkotnya kelewatan, harusnya turun di stasiun Tanjung Barat, eh malah bablas sampe Pasar Minggu. 
Jadilah gw naik commuternya dari Pasming. (rasanya pengen mampr ke UNAS). tapi apa daya ga sempet.. 
So, gw beli tu tiket, masuk ke peron, nunggu commuter yang arah Kota. Lama juga nunggunya.

Dannn...... beberapa saat sebelom commuter yang ditunggu datang, ehhh gw lg tengak-tengok, sebelah kiri gw ada orang dengan badan bigsize, pake topi abu, kaos, celena selutut. Kupingnya ditutupin earphone. Gw udah curiga tu orang make topinya dalem2 seolah2 mukanya ga mo terlalu keliatan. Makin curiga donk gw. Gw perhatiin baik-baik (jarak gw berdiri sama tu orang sekitar 5 meter, dan kondisi peron ga terlalu rame). 
Dan.... semakin gw perhatiin, rasa2nya gw afal sama tu orang (bukan kenal ya..).
Gw mulai berpikir kalo orang itu adalah IGOR SAYKOJI... tapi pas liat situasi, orang2 di sekitar peron bersikap biasa aja, jadi gw berpikir lg kalo dia cuma mirip doank. Tapi setengah hati tetep mikir kalo itu Igor. 
Ga lama kemudian, commuternya dateng. Dan Orang itu ikut naik commuter yang sama kayak gw. 
Gw masuk, keadaan di dalem commuter agak penuh, gw ga kebagian tempat duduk awalnya. jadi gw berdiri. Tapi penumpangnya ga terlalu padet2 amet. Setelah sampe di stasiun Tebet, gw dapet tempat duduk kosong (bapak yg ngasih tau ada bangku kosong baik bgt!). 
Abis itu gw tengak-tengok lagi, dan ternyata di sebelah kiri terduga Igor itu sedang berdiri deket pintu gerbong. Wahhh... gw bisa satu gerbong sama dia.. 
Jadi, berhubung jaraknya deket lagi, semakin gw perhatiin lah orang itu, untuk mastiin dia bener2 Igor apa bukan. Gw baru sadar ada tato di lengan kanan sama punggung tangan kirinya. Tadinya gw mo googling saat itu juga, liat di image, Igor Saykoji pake tato apa nggak. tapi berhubung gw bentar lg mo turun, jadi ga sempet. Tapi gw yakin sih itu udah pasti Igor :)

Terus begitu sampe kosan, langsung googling dari HP, dannnn ternyata bener Igor pake tato. Gw perhatiin bener2 tuh tato pas di commuter, jd inget bgt bentuknya.

Wahhh nyesel juga tadi ga minta foto :p
Tapi gw perhatiin dari sekian banyak penumpang di commuter itu, sikapnya biasa aja tuh. ga ada yg antusias minta foto, atau setidaknya kasak kusuk layaknya ngeliat artis, di dalem commuter pula. Hahh... Igor naik commuterline?? agak2 ga percaya juga gw. Merakyat juga dia :D


Hari ini emang sial, 2 kali kebablasan naik angkot. Tapi di balik itu, ternyata Allah emang udah ngasih takdir gw ketemu dan bahkan satu gerbong sama Igor Saykoji. 
Yahhh... sebenrnya gw ga ngefans2 banget sama dia. Tapi gw seneng liat dia di film 5 CM, jadiiii yaa.... 
And whatever, yg penting judulnya ketemu artis. Di pinggiran kota Jakarta pula, di stasiun Pasming, satu gerbong pula! 

:D :D :D

Kurva Pertumbuhan Mikroba

Sebagai lulusan Biologi, saya secara otomatis selalu menganalogikan apa yg dialami di kehidupan sehari-hari dengan apa yg sudah dipelajari di bangku kuliah. 
Yang paling sering saya pakai adalah kurva pertumbuhan mikroba. Kurva ini terdiri dari beberapa fase, diantaranya fase lag (adaptasi), fase log (eksponensial), fase stasioner dan fase kematian (death). 

Kurva ini dianalogikan sebagai "perasaan suka" yg timbul pada lawan jenis. Mula-mula memasuki fase lag, yaitu mulai timbul perasaan yg lain dari biasa. kemudian tiba-tiba perasaan itu meningkat dengan cepat dan bertambah besar. kemudian masuk ke fase stasioner. pada fase ini rasa suka mulai stabil. dan terakhir fase kematian, di mana perasaan tersebut perlahan-lahan berkurang dan akhirnya hilang sama sekali. 

Jadi, perasaan suka tsb hanya muncul sesaat, dan tanpa ada balasan sama sekali, sampai hilang dengan sendirinya. 
Mungkin, di dalam hati terdapat sistem imun, sehingga secara otomatis tubuh akan melakukan respon imun untuk mencegah terjadinya sakit yg berlebihan. 
jadi apabila dianalogikan secara imunologi, rasa suka itu seperti benda asing yang masuk ke dalam tubuh. dan tubuh secara otomatis melakukan respon imun thd benda asing ini, untuk mencegah terjadinya patah hati :)
Sedangkan rasa suka itu sendiri tumbuh di dalam hati berdasarkan kurva pertumbuhan mikroba :)  

LINKIN PARK - In The End

LINKIN PARK - In The End

(It starts with one)

One thing I don't know why

It doesn’t even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme

To explain in due time

(All I know)

Time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away

(It’s so unreal)

Didn’t look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on but didn’t even know

I wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart

What it meant to be will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don’t know why

It doesn’t even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme

To remind myself how

I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I’m surprised it got so (far)

Things aren’t the way they were before

You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me

In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn’t even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There’s only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn’t even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn’t even matter

Alternative Name on Facebook, what's the usage?

Di Facebook, suka ada pilihan "Alternative Name".

Gw ga ngerti ini gunanya buat apa.

Udah gitu, di bawahnya suka ada tulisan "include this on my timeline". di sampingnya ada kotak buat ceklis. 

Kalo kita ceklis, Alternative Name ini bakal ditampilin di profil kita. Kalo ga diceklis, berarti Alternative Name nya ga muncul di profil. 

Kalo pilih ga mau ditampilin (ga diceklis), buat apa Alternative Name nya ditulis??

Yang aneh lagi, gw pernah liat, ada akun FB, di profilnya dia nampilin Full Name dan Alternative Name sekaligus dengan nama yg sama. Jadi misalnya namanya Bunga Melati, di profil tulisannya jadi: Bunga Melati (Bunga Melati). 

Kalo namanya sama, buat apa ditampilin dua-duanya??? 

apa gunanya?? 

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Android isi BBM

Sekarang, HP Android udah bisa install aplikasi BBM. 
Ntar lam-lama, di HP Android kalo mau install aplikasi udah bukan pake Play Store lagi, tapi pake BB World. 

Atau lebih parah, di dalam Play Store kita bisa install aplikasi BB World..